The Decision

I want to live my life with no more regrets
I've still got to face my biggest challenge yet
Decision time looms ever closer to me
Will the right choice be the right one for me
A life lived in pain, can't take anymore
But this one final chance, maybe, I'm not sure
Will it give me the result that everyone hopes
If it doesn't work how will I ever cope
For many this option gives life a new meaning
I want to feel how I do when I am dreaming
A life free from pain, a reason to live
Showing everyone around, I have so much more to give
I hope, I pray,, I wish for an end
My life in his hands, but will he be able to mend
The torment inside, wreaking havoc all around
Intense feelings in my head though I daren't make a sound
The time is coming, it will all be over soon
My sentence will finish when I enter that room
Drifting off to a world filled with peace
The pain and the anguish forever may cease
Losing all that I am, everything that I know
But there's no more to lose, so I'll give it a go
As I go down to theatre and bid my fears goodbye
Then wake up a new woman, no more reasons to cry
Decision done, too late, can't go back
But maybe now, I'm finally on the right track
I'll grieve for what's lost, and face what life throws
But I'll never ever go back to the endless sorrows
Goodbye to you, the demon inside
I certainly won't miss you, and I'll no longer hide.